COLOR OF FATE; Sour Honey
TITANIA
He
walked towards me, my heartbeat accelerated. I couldn't read his facial
expression & this made it super scary.
Him:
were you with him again?
I
was shaking, my mind just froze that moment. My heart wanted to leap out of my
chest.
Him:
Tits, I'm talking to you. You were with him again, isn't it?
Me:
I'm...I'm sorry.
Tears
flowed.
Him:
how would you feel if I hang out with the whores I cheat on you with?
He
walked up to me & picked me up placing me on the kitchen stool.
Him:
how would you feel? Are you still fucking him?
Me:
no.. I'm not.
I
shook my head. He retreated from me but before I knew it my cheek was burning, he
had slapped so hard that I fell from the stool hitting the tiles hard.
Him:
how many times must I talk about this, your whoring tendencies?
I
tried getting up but I was in too much pain to even support myself up. I could
taste blood in my mouth. He came towards me & picked me up, walked with me
to our bedroom & threw me on my bed. I hissed as the pain got worse, tears
were just there doing what they do best. Pouring.
Him:
you little whore! after making you is this how you repay me? huh?
He
went to his closet & took his belt.
Me:
I'm sorry... please... Kakula please...
Him:
what the fuck am I doing wrong? Ain't I giving you everything? You spend my
money like I pick it up from under the trees but yet you cheat on me, better
still you kill my kids like pests!
He
was mad, super mad poetry couldn’t describe it. When he started beating me, I
knew there's no stopping him. The beast had unleashed. He beat me like tomorrow
doesn't exist, like he wanted to kill me. I could start feeling my skin peel
off with every stroke. After a while my body was numb but he kept on going &
going. Tears even stopped. He stopped after a while, breathing hard. Grabbed me
by my leg so that I fall down from the bed then dragged me to the bathroom. He
picked me up from the floor. The tub was filled with water which had ice. My
heart started pounding hard, I tried to talk but I just couldn't seem to take
the words out of my mouth. My mouth hurt, he placed me in the freezing water
that froze my body.
Him:
that’s for your whoring tendencies!
He
said before tying my hands with handcuffs to the taps, then also tying my legs
together.
Him:
enjoy the punishment babe..
He kissed
me passionately before walking out leaving me dying. Guys it was a hurtful
passion.
I
was woken up by a slap, I opened my eyes but I still felt weak, my eyes were
even giving up on me. Kakula stood in front of me, smoking.
Him:
enjoying?
My
whole body was trembling even though I felt just numb.
Him:
you know you just made me cancel the plans I had for us today? All because you can’t
keep your legs closed.
He
threw his cigarette down then came towards me & unlocked my hands, &
got me out of the tub. My skin colour had just disappeared. He threw me on the
bed, then turn on the air-conditioner.
Him:
Lola is here, we discussing our new business deal... stay here if you know
what's good for you.
I
couldn't even move, I had curled my body into a small ball. I knew there's no
business meeting he's discussing other than fucking her. I know he's been
sleeping with her, reason why I slept with Dave in the first place. He's been
sleeping with her ever since I aborted our baby. A tear rolled down as he
walked out. Which business deal could possibly be discussed at this hour of the
night? I knew he was probably fucking her this moment but I wanted to see with
my own eyes so with my frozen body I slowly got up, took one of his shirt &
slowly wore it then walked out of the bedroom. Getting at the stairs I could
hear the Mourns, I didn't have to walk any further to confirm it. If it was
that easy I could have walked away, & never looked back but apart from the
fact that he will kill me… he will destroy me in a blink of an eye. I walked
back to our bedroom just thinking... I wanted out, & this time I would
rather die if it’s the case.
I
waited for him till he finally came, he was a bit surprised to see me still
awake.
Him:
why are you awake?
Me:
you slept with her didn't you?
His
upper body was naked, & his jeans were undone.. It was proof enough &
not to mention the scratches he had on his body.
Him:
who?
Me:
Lola
Him:
you are the last person to talk about cheating
Me:
it was only once!
Him:
cheating is cheating.. I'm going to take a shower
Me:
so you are sleeping with her?
Him:
Tits can you stop fucking irritating me? I'm not the one who goes around
aborting babies or who goes around opening my legs to every Jack & Jill of
the streets. No wonder your own parents don’t want you, you are nothing but an
embarrassment to them. I'm sure your mother even regrets you.
I
kept quiet, this is what he always does.
Him:
busy acting like a prostitute in my house, your whoring propensities have no
level!
Me:
I want out!
I
finally managed to say.
Him:
you what?
Me:
I said I want out... I want a divorce Kakula… then you & your little Lola
can fuck freely.
He
laughed.
Him:
you know you are who you are because of me sweety, without me you nothing.
Me:
then I'd rather be nothing.
He
walked towards me then grabbed my arm tightly.
He
took me to the basement & threw me there.
Me:
you cannot keep me here forever you dog!
I
got welcomed by a strong slap that led me to the ground.
Him:
maybe a week will do you good
I
stood up.
Me:
please don't leave me here.
I
was now crying.
Me:
babe please... I'm sorry
I
know Kakula can lock me up for weeks. I couldn't have that. I needed to escape.
Me:
please
Him:
Nah. you staying here tonight. Maybe this will teach your whoring ass a moral!
